Nightshift is done. It looks like this: I sit on her bed. She snuggles her head in my lap and the rest close to me. Hot grain cussion on the stomach because she is evil, Iberogast in her what does not help ... and all over the body sweats followed by freezing .. without fever. Strong headaches and to all bone also still hurting.

Then she closes her eyes, I stroke her and sing every dimwitted lullaby that I know yet. There are, incidentally, still 5. Then I go to English songs on until she has calmed down so far that I can sneak quietly out. At the latest after 1 hour she will call me back to her bed and experiences have shown that it then goes more bad to her. Up to 70% of nights who started like this ends against 4 or 5 in KRH.

But this night I managed her with comfort and Sing rhythm managed till 5 pm in the morning. Then she fell asleep exhausted.

The call this morning at the doctor has shown that we need to MRT on Friday and only THEN the oncologist can see, if he he can begin a pain therapy for her. One must finally consider all their medications.

How shall I come with her to Friday, is just a little mystery to me, but the announcement is clear. No change in medication, somehow try Novalgin to Friday endure.

At 9:00 am I woke our girl have to give her medication. She made a disoriented impression. However, I think I have brought them from a deep sleep. Now is 12:00 pm and she is still in her bed. Hardly approachable ... do not want to be touched, because of the pain, just want to sleep, not eat, do not get up. Headaches, back and rib pain is again / still there ...